I’m learning to take the good with the bad and vice versa. But I just can’t seem to shake this feeling of inadequacy…or not even that…I just feel lost? Everyone else seems to be so sure of who they are, what they love, and where they want to go in life. I put up the front that I have it all together and I know what I want, but I haven’t a clue. I know there are certain things that I love and appreciate and I’m passionate about, but there’s not really anything that I’m so interested in I want to dive into it and learn everything I can. I want that kind of passion. I want to learn and love and live; I want to be more interesting and when someone asks what I’m good at, I want to have an answer. I don’t think I’m particularly good at anything and it feels like I’m just rolling through life with nothing particularly special about me and I hate that.
This is why I’m so insecure about who I am; or rather, who I’m not.